Different.. Saturday, July 08, 2006 I can safely say that girls think differently from boys and boys think differently from girls. They have different perspectives and sometimes, when they can't understand each other.. All they really need to do is talk. I can't completely expound on this topic coz I can't get a guys perspective on things. I don't know how they think. haha. Nx time.. :) Anyways, this week has been great. :) July 2, Sunday. I found out the real reason. And it's not as bad as what he told me. Hm.. Yeah. It's alright. I think I changed too. But not that much. I just.. Yeah. Nevermind. :) July 3, Monday. It was a lonely day for me. I was sick and Laxa, my bestfriend in class has moved to section F. But it's alright. He visited our class and yeah. Lol. There's always breaks, right? :) July 4, Tuesday. I think he was supposed to talk to me. :) But I went out to Legacy to eat pancit canton. Oh well.. That's ok. We talked naman sa tx e. :) July 5, Wednesday. We talked. :) We got things straight. It seems that, the only reason that he's getting second thoughts in asking me is cause he dsn't wanna hurt me anymore.. :) But yeah. He's made up his mind and he said I jus had to wait and see. :) July 6, Thursday. Hmm.. Wala lang! Haha. :) I din't "see" nything yet. But I'm still waiting. :) July 7, Friday. We talked alot in school this day. :) He stole my phone kasi. Hehe. And yeah.. We talked din that night. And yet.. I'm still waiting. :) Y'know.. Whats weird about us is.. We treat each other like we're still together. :) It's fun. But it's not official. Hehe. :) I can't believe that until now.. Xa parin gusto ko. Xa parin gusto kong makasama. Xa parin gusto kong mahalin. :) I know it'll be hard to forget him. But not forgetting him all this time just means that I'm not supposed to. :)

posted by chelsieee. @ 12:19 PM |

*Sigh* Friday, June 30, 2006 I'm sick of talking about LOVE. I'm tired of hearing about it. I don't want anything to do wit it, unless i'm with you. It's fucking hard yknow. Fucking hard to know that yu're not there. Fucking hard to realize that even though, not one of us has changed... Our relationship has. Nyways.. School has been a drag. Section F is fucked up. Why could'nt they make a section F before resectioning people that we are already close with?! Mahn.. Our class is okay already.. It was fun. Then they're gonna make students move to another section.. Yeah, we know it's not the end of the world... But it won't be the same. The CGS we were looking forward to is expected to be lame now that I don't have a CGS buddy: Laxa. :( Tangina shet.. Dapat new student nalang e. I'll miss that loserface asshole. :] Other than that.. It's all good. Nothing much to say, really. Just a bit depressed..

posted by chelsieee. @ 9:29 PM |

Sped. Tuesday, June 13, 2006 I haven't blogged for such a long time. Too busy wit school and other shit. :P Tuesday, 1st day of school. Woke up & wasn't really excited for school. Couldn't really accept the fact that I had to go to school again. For another school year. For another 10 months. When I arrived at school, it was filled up wit people I didn't know. I was like.. "wtf? san un mga kabatch ko?" Then I checked the sectioning.. Turns out, I was in section D. When I looked at the other girls I was with, I thought, "shit. wala akong kaclose dito. badtrip." And then yeah.. I've decided to go to the gym and check who was there.. My batchmates were there pala.. :] Aun. Went to my class. Turns out, I was also classmates wit Air and Oobb! Weee. :] It was a fun first day. :D Wednesday, Orientations at school. Well.. This day was also fun. Full of workshops about leadership and discipline and other shit like that. :] Getting to know classmates.. Blahblah, un. :P Nothing much to say. Thursday, Teachers and their Subjects. We met the teachers today. They gave us an orientation and yeah.. Those crap. :P Masaya naman class namin e. hahaha. The boys like the English teacher. That's why she likes us too. haha. :] The only thing that sucks is that she gives homework everyday. huhu. Friday, Soccer tryouts. Very loong and tiring day. We had Investment, English, Chemisty, Music, and Stat today. I kept falling asleep in Stat!! hahaha. Ang boring e. Prang tae. I like the breaks in between, the one where the teachers will leave and wait for the next teacher.. Laging may kwentohan samin. :] Oh yeah.. And this day, I got molested. hahahahahaha. :P Don't take it seriously.. Himas himas lang. I feel soooo violated. hahahaha. :P No, foreals. haha. Air, Mike, and Oobb keep teasing me. huhuhu. :] Damn yuuu! haha. So horny. wahahaha. :P Pakdat. And yu know what's worse? It was a giirl. haha. So nyway.. I tried out for soccer. Pero we din't play. Damn field kasi, di pa ayos. Parang engeng. :P So yeah.. Exercises lang kami. Aun. Came home mga 9:30. :] Yeah.. Cguro next Saturday ulit update. haha. :P Hanggang sa muli, paalam!! :]

posted by chelsieee. @ 9:25 PM |

Singapore. Wednesday, June 07, 2006 Galing ako sa lupalop ng mga Intsek at Bumbay. [No offense.] There I was, lying on a couch staring at a room that I have never seen before. Listening to my mothers voice while she calls my name and tells me to get up. Then I felt something squeezing my arm. It was the blood pressure meter. [watever. idk what it's called. lol. :P] I heard a voice from my left ear. I didn't recognize it. It was a doctor. He was taking my blood pressure. Then he told my mom that my blood sugar was low. The nx thing I knew, I was eating candy. When I got up, I saw the room more clearly. It seems that I fainted. I really din't know how and why. All I knew was, my head was hurting like hell. They were making me eat food. The last thing I remember was that I was in the airport in the immigration area, I lay my head down on the counter. The nx thing I knew, I'm in a couch with a room full of airport employees. Oo, nahimatay ako. haha. Baka kasi I stayed up late, tas di pa ko kumain. hehe. Yeah, now they think imma do it again. Which sucks. haha. :P Nyways, when we were in the plane, I slept the whooole time. Ok, I'll make kwento on anong ngyari sa Singapore. :] Friday, June 2. We arrived at the Singapore airport at about 12noon. Got our luggage, then talked to the Tour guide guy. Checked in our hotel then got picked up by a bus. We went to an island called "Sentosa". We rode a cable car going there. It was so friggin high. When we got down, we arrived at this place full of tourists. Which kinda stank. haha. :P Went to underwater world, watched some 4-D show, watched a fountain show thing. haha. Not interesting? Try m kaya. :P Saturday, June 3. Went to Indonesia. Sunday, June 4. Went to Malaysia. Then the night safari. :] I like the night safari. It was fun. I got to see a lion! haha. Lalang. I lub lions. The night safari in Singapore is the only night safari in the world. Singaporeans thought of making a zoo for nocturnal animals. Which was quite alot if yu did not know. haha. I wanted to see a bat, but there weren't any. hehe. :] Monday, June 5. We were on a City Tour. Tuesday, June 6. Was back in Manila. I missed this place even for only 5 days. Singapore was fun. :] It stank a litol, but it's alright. A rich country with no natural resources. Depends on other countries. Doesn't like traffic. Raised the tax when buying cars to 200%. Taxi's are Mercedes'. Gum not allowed. Was part of Malaysia before. Large population of Chinese people. Clean. Exchange rate for peso: 35. Un lang. hehe. Hanggang sa muli, paalam! :]

posted by chelsieee. @ 10:03 AM |

I have been tagged. Wednesday, May 31, 2006 And so I was tagged. Instructions: 1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different descriptions of their perfect lover. 2. He/she needs to mention the sex/gender of their perfect lover. 3. He/she must tag 8 more people to join this game and leave a comment on their respective sites anouncing that theyve been tagged. 4. If tagged a second time, theres no need to post again 8 descriptions of my perfect lover. Which couldn't possibly be true. Cause there's no such thing as a "perfect" lover. Oh well.. Here it goes. 1. MAKULIT. - He has to keep up wit me. Makulit ako e. Gusto ko maging makulit din xa. Para kulitan kami. haha. :P Saya, db? 2. SWEET. - He should know what to do. How to make me smile. Do simple things. Do great things. Whatever. If I love him, anything he does is special. 3. CUTE. - "Love is in the eyes of the beholder". People don't have the same type of guy. Diffrent tastes. Maybe if she thinks he's hot, she dsn't. It's all in what yu think. And for me, he only has to be cute in my eyes. It dsn't matter what anyone els says nymore. :] 4. LOYAL. - I mean., who doesn't want their bf's or gf's to be unloyal? Right? Kelangan tapat xa sayo. Di ka nya lolokohin. Ikaw lang. Selfish ba? haha. :] 5. UNDERSTANDING. - He should be open-minded. He shouldn't get mad for all of his reasons. All of what he thinks is right. He should understand. 6. MUSICALLY INCLINED. - Lalang. Mas astig kung parehas kami ng taste sa music. Para magkasundo kami at un mga kaibigan namin. And xmpre, he should play something or be in a band. [Drums, guitars, bass, vox..] Kahit ano! :] 7. CARING. - He should care for me. Know what's wrong without me saying it. Be sensitive at times of need. And take care of me. Ayoko ng guy na will wimp out when I'm i need him. Or someone na pasikat lang sa huli. hehe. 8. WEIRD. - Bakit? Kasi weird ako e! haha. Basta, I say things uprubptly tapos kung ano ano pa pinag ggawa ko. haha. Gusto ko weird din xa, para madami kaming laftrip moments at inside jokes. hehe. :] Hm.. Let's tag other people now. =] I'll tag... Alyanna. Jen. Alona. Nina. Bianca. Lara. Lek. Lin. Gawin nyo din ah! :] Hanggang sa muli! Paalam!!

posted by chelsieee. @ 11:39 PM |

Churii. :] I haven't blogged for days. Churii churii. Busy kasi eh! nyaha. Oo nga! Hm.. Nyways.. This is what happend the past few days... :] Saturday, May 27 2006.. I came back here to the Philippines. [If yu didn't know, I stayed in Guam for a few months.] In the airport, I met my friend Bang! :] Teehee. She was gonna sleepover for 3 days! Yehey! haha.. :P Anyways, the day goes on.. We checked in to some hotel cause it was free. It kinda sucked.. But whatever. haha. Tas we went to Robinsons. Lah, make up and shit. My hair was curly sa likod. ahaha. Lalang. Nyways, after that.. We went to the wedding na. :] Boring pero ayos lang. Tas un reception nsa Intramuros. nyaha. :P Iskarry. wahaha. :P Eto, some pics. :] We din't sleep well that night. Nilalamig paa namin kasi ang lamig sa hotel room. Nyaha. Lalang. Sunday, May 28 2006.. Since bang was still sleeping over, we went to Mall of Asia. hehe. :P Ang laki gagi.. Prang.. Whoa! haha. :P Yes, prang ganon. Tas we decided to watch a movie! hehe. Silent Hill. Lalang. Luma na yun pero wala lang. Trip lang. haha. Gustong panoorin ni Bang yun X-men 3 pero ewan ko. Nyaha. Wala lang. :] Nyways.. Yeah. That's pretty much all we did that day. Nyaha. Tapos nagpuyta nnaman kami! haha. :P I forgot kung nasa hotel pa kami.. Cguro hindi na. hehe. :P Monday, May 29 2006.. Hm.. Well... This day was kinda sorta nakakahiya. haha. :P Kasi.. Dapat punta kami EK at this day.. Kaya lang.. Di ako nagsubmit ng project sa French at reflection sa Computer. Ano connection? Well.. In enroll pala ako ng mommy ko, tapos di daw pwede kasi di ko na submit mga yun! haha. So nakancel un trip namin sa EK. :( Perooo.. May bukas pa naman, db? :] And then after that, we went to Baywalk. haha. :P Lalang. Tapos sa knakainan namin, there's a live band na cute un gitarista at un basist. Lalang. Astig. :] Then when me and bang were walking lang. This girl wit 2 boys and another girl.. Came up to us and asked our numbers. haha. :P Weeird. Gusto ko sanang sabhin, lesbo ka ba? Pero prang ang bastos, so di na lang. Nyaha. :] Yeaah. Then we went back to the hotel to babysit and make accesories! Nyaha. Isn't that fun? Wakoko. :P Yeaah.. Watched Wild Boys, then finally.. Went home. :] Tuesday, May 30 2006.. We finally went to EK! But it opened at 4 pa, eh we arrived there at like 1. Nyaha. :P So we went to Tagaytay muna. Wala lang. Palamig. ahaha. :P Kumain, nagpapicture, umalis. :] Tas yun. We went to EK na ulit! Nung una ang tamlay namin ni Bang eh, ewan ko bakit. haha. Pero we rode the ship thing first, tapos un ferris wheel, tapos un swing na lumilipad. haha. Puro nakakahilo! Sinasanay nya kasi ako na nasa mataas kasi she wants me to ride the shuttle wit her. Ehhh.. Takot ako sa heights at sa pagbaba. haha. :P So yuun. Prang.. Nkkatakot na ewan. We ate ice cream muna, tapos hinila nya ako dun sa line ng shuttle. haha. :P Pucha! Gusto un nasa pnka likod pa eh! Eh malaki impact dun. So i begged na mejo nasa gitna kami. Nyaha. :] Pumayag naman! Wakoko. Tas.. Yuun. It wasn't that bad. Mejooo nahilo lang ako. haha. I kept screaming her name nung pataas. Mga.. "Bang! Kasalanan mo to eh! Punyeta! Kung mamatay ako dito, kasalanan mo! AAAAAGHH." Nyahahaha. :P Kulit eh noh. :P Well.. Yeah. I lived. Woot! :] Then we went to the log thing. Un may tubig din. haha. :P lalang. Kala ko di kami mabbasa ng sobra eh... Pero nung bumba na ng slide thingy.. Grabeh! Nyaha. Basa pati panty ko! wahahaha! :P Well.. Yeah. Tas we looked for souvineersss. :P Then we rode the rio grande. Nabasa din kami, pero ayos lang. Nyaha. :P Inulit ulit namin for like 5 times na! Then we rode the log thing again! So we're super soaked!! haha! :p But sadly.. We had to go na. hehe. :] Here are some pics.. Well.. That's ol!! More pics at my mulitply!

posted by chelsieee. @ 12:59 AM |

This title thing isn't working for me. Wednesday, May 24, 2006 First off, if yu guys din't notice. I have a new layout. :] I jus made it yesterday. hehe. Wala lang. It's too darkish right? Nyaha. :P Ok lang ba? :] Romance is for the weak minded.. Yes or No? Well.. I think it's true. That romance is for the weak minded. And so I was weak minded. I'm not afraid to admit it. It's for people who are too in love to realize what's happening. For people who fall in love right away as long as there's a hott guy/girl involved (Which is not even close to the word love, but infatuation.) For people who are blinded by love and can't think for themselves. For people who base their judgement on appearances than personality. For people who choose their heart over their minds. Which is wrong... Cause the mind is higher than the heart eh. So yu should follow what yu think is right, than what yur heart is telling yu. Like what Miguel said, "follow yur heart" is the dumbest advice nyone could ever give yu. Romance - To have a love affair with. Love - To experience deep affection or intense desire for another. That is the definiton, but when it comes to xperiencing it. There's a whoooole diffrent story. In the beginning, it's "how do I kno if I love him?" or "should I court her coz I love her? but then again, do I love her?". Then in the end... When erything falls, yu would wonder if he really did love yu... Yu would wonder if... Everything was a lie. If... He was serious. If... He was jus USER FRIENDLY. (If yur jus friendly to someone to use them.) And realize that... It was all jus a beautiful disaster. (Enough of this. Love story ko na yan eh.. ><) Nyways... Those two words. Such complicated words. Hard to define. Hard to understand. Hard to encounter. Yes, maybe it is fun and happy at first but there will be a time where yur gonna get hurt. And it's the worst pain yu'll xperience. The pain of lonliness, anger, grief, regret, angst. The nx thing yu kno, yu'll be crying yurself to sleep to that person who ain't even worth it. Coz the only person who's worth yur tears, won't make yu cry... Hearts are meant to be broken. Maybe this WAS jus my time...

posted by chelsieee. @ 11:50 AM |

WARNING: NOSTALGIC!! LONG POST [about nonsense] AHEAD. Monday, May 22, 2006 Hay naku.. This sucks. My internet's down.. I'm just typing in Microsoft Word right now.. lol.. Wala akong magawa eh. Even the cable's down.. Dammit. What does that leave me? Nothing. I'll jus cook.. Grr. Ok, nyway.. Enough of that. lol. Um.. Well.. Last night I couldn't sleep. Coz I was thinking too much.. Way too much that I ended up thinking something dumb. Nyahaha. :P It seems that I miss having a bf.. I know, I know. Stupid idea and all.. but shit... I miss everything. [Or do I jus miss him?] I don’t knooow.. Agh. Emoooode. :P I miss saying "I miss you.." and hearing it back.. I miss hearing "I love you.." and saying it back.. I miss holding hands when no one's looking.. I miss holding hands when eryone's looking.. I miss hugging him when I'm happy.. I miss him hugging me when I'm sad.. I miss us kissing each other in class.. I miss us kissing each other outside class.. I miss him stealing my stuff.. I miss pretending I want them back.. I miss stealing his stuff.. I miss him getting it, then giving it to me.. I miss him pretending to want it back again.. I miss him chasing me around the field.. I miss running around the field.. I miss him going with me when no one's left in school.. I miss me holding on to him if he has to go home from school.. I miss him driving me home when my driver's not there.. I miss him buying me food I don't want.. I miss pretending it's food I don't want.. I miss him making me eat when I'm not hungry.. I miss pretending I'm not hungry.. I miss the way we compete for higher scores.. I miss always beating him.. I miss him beating me SOMETIMES.. hehe.. I miss sitting on his lap.. I miss him saying that I'm heavy but he makes me stay nyway.. I miss putting my arm around him for fun.. I miss him putting his arm around me for real.. I miss him giving me stuff for no reason at all.. I miss giving him stuff that I stole.. haha.. or made.. I miss him teasing me.. I miss teasing him wit a better comeback.. hehe.. I miss the caterpillar we saw.. yes, the one he touched and got scared of.. then we lafed our ass off after.. hehe.. I miss my embarrassing moments wit him.. I miss eryone saying.. "nilalanggam na kayo oh." I miss him carrying my bag when it's heavy.. I miss pretending I don't want him to.. but it's heavy.. hehe.. I miss the teacher's faces when they see us together.. I miss showing him insects.. I miss his reaction towards insects.. I miss how he'd understand everything.. I miss how he held on to me when I liked someone else.. I miss him getting jealous of some guy.. even if he knew I loved him.. I miss him calling.. I miss talking to him on the phone wit nothing to talk about.. I miss him staying up till 12 on the 16th jus to greet me on our monthsary on the 17th.. I miss talking to him till 12 pretending I'm not sleepy yet.. I miss sleeping on him on the phone.. hehe... I miss walking slow wen I'm wit him.. I miss him pushing me to walk faster.. I miss pretending I din't care... I miss him defending me.. wich was wen? haha... I miss arguing wit someone, then he'll tell me to stop... I miss saying bad words when I'm mad at someone.. I miss him looking at me in a "don't-say-bad-words" look.. and then saying.. "what??".. hehe.. I miss him saying bad words when he’s mad at someone.. I miss looking at him in a "don't-say-bad-words" look.. and then saying.. "what??".. hehe.. I miss him trying to make me play soccer wit them.. I miss pretending I don't want to.. I miss the way he thinks I'm good in soccer.. I miss the way I say I'm not... [I'm not.. hehe...] I miss him teasing me when I'm not in the mood.. I miss pretending to get mad at him.. I miss him saying sorry sincerely... I miss sleeping in class when I sleep late at night talking to him... I miss him waking me up by... [yu don't wanna kno.. hehe...] I miss pretending I don't wanna wake up.. I miss him sleeping.. I miss waking him up by... [yu still don't wanna kno.. hehe...] I miss him waking up.. then me sleeping again.. hehe.. I miss him biting me on the ear... [long story.. hehe...] I miss biting him on his leg.. [also a long story.. hehe...] I miss his reactions when I bite him on his leg.. I miss stopping him when he tries to bite my leg.. I miss him carrying me on his back when we go down the stairs.. I miss how he "pretends" to say I'm heavy.. but does it nyway.. haha.. Well.. I guess I do jus miss him... It sucks how yu think he's the one then in the end... He's jus the one who’ll break yur heart into tiny little pieces that can never seem to mend.. Sometimes my friends ask me, "Do yu still love him?".. I always say.. "Well.. Hindi naman nawawala un feelings ng ganon ganon lang diba?" Then they always say.. "Aww.." And yeah, I mean that... I find it effing hard to forget someone who I've been wit for over a year. I mean, who wouldn't? It's so hard to forget.. And even if yesterday was like a happy day for me... In the end, I still broke down in tears.. It haunts me. He haunts me.. His memories won't leave me alone.. Won't let me be... Won't let me forget.. Won't make me love again... Last night was the first time I cried in a month... I believe crying is a way of losing someone without fighting.. I talked to this guy yesterday... He made me happy. He was like erything I looked for in a guy.. I was so happy... He was nice, cute, is in a band and did I mention cute? hehe.. Yeah... He even said.. "[heart] yu"..to me... But I din't know him. Acquaintance lang ba? But my friend does... Magmmeet nga sila this 27th eh... If I go, I could meet him.. And that night, memories jus kept flashing back... Erything. From when we started off...To how we developed...Then how we separated. How ALL THAT jus ended... How yu LIED to me... How ery single word was a lie. How yur promises were unfulfilled... How FOREVER was never really FOREVER... I know tinatamad kayong basahin yan... Wala lang.. Bawi ko lang yan kasi un mga recent post ko walang kwenta.. hehe.. Tska baka di ako mkkpagpost bukas... hehe... Well.. Yeah.. Sana wag kayong tamarin basahin at magcomment.. hehe... Para masaya. Kahit ang lungkot ng post ko.. hehe... Cge, cge...

posted by chelsieee. @ 8:30 PM |

Layout.. Sunday, May 21, 2006 Hey guys.. I want to see yur point of view on this one. Well.. I want to see yur point of view on every post.. But yeah. Comment when yu pass by, please? :] Should I change my layout? To the one yu see above? Or stay wit the one I have now? COMMENT PLEASE. Tell me, tell me. :]

posted by chelsieee. @ 6:46 PM |

Nothing.. Friday, May 19, 2006 Dammit.. I've been wanting to change my layout for days.. But I don't know if I should. Di ko maayos un codes eh.. Pucha... Ang labo eh. Basta basta.. :P I have an idea on what to do.. But ewan ko. Basta.. :P Show yu tomorrow.. :] Right now I'm talking to Tae//Oobb//Laxa//Andrew. We're talking about the past. haha. Lalang. Bringing back the past is sometimes fun. And yet, there are some things about the past that yu jus don't wanna rmember nymore. teehee. :] Don't really have nything to blog about.. So yeah. haha. :P Tomorrooooow. :]

posted by chelsieee. @ 11:45 PM |

Wuhu! :] Wednesday, May 17, 2006 I cut my hair. Because thee sissors was tempting. Now tell me.. P0GI BA? hahahahahaha. :D More pics at my multiply. Add me as yur contact, too. Alright? :] <333

posted by chelsieee. @ 10:18 PM |